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Tuesday, November 11, 2014

What a bug taught me about life


This weird looking fella landed on my knee yesterday. I immediately took notice because he has the face of a frog and the wings of a fly to match the oddly placed four legs. 

I took a snap and before I could take a second look at the image, it was gone.

What kind of an insect is this? I have never seen anything like it before.

Regardless of its weird looks, I find it fascinating that it somehow took its time to greet me and remind me that there are things that maybe new to us and we might never fully understand its purpose, but take time to appreciate that its being new and weird or odd brought us a different experience to learn and to share.

Monday, September 22, 2014

Happiness in the simplest things


You know you are getting older and you are oftentimes preoccupied by work when you get to appreciate the simple things in life like seeing bright lights at night, carnival rides and the most absurd thing of all--enjoying a different traffic.

While enjoying the traffic yesterday, I had a little conversation with myself.

I said, "Never hinder anyone from finding their own happiness."

I replied, "You should talk to me more often."

"I am. But you don't listen.", I answered annoyingly.

We are stubborn

Sometimes we are too stubborn and proud of ourselves that we forget that we do not have full control of our lives. We oftentimes insist on things that aren't supposed to be so we end up frustrated and depressed to the point of questioning the plan of the One who is really in control of our lives.

Many plans are in a person's mind, but the Lord's purpose will succeed. (Proverbs 19:21)

Who are we to question the plan that has been laid upon us even before we were born?

Just let Him be, let Him in.

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Even robots need a break


Ever since I took over a vital company position, I barely have breaks. I almost forgot what the word meant. And it took a toll on me.

We all need to have a break, even robots need them. You are prone to wear and tear as much as they are.

Have a break, before it's too late.

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

No stress

Stress and strain have caught up with me, but your commandments are my joy! (Psalms 119:143 CEB)

No matter how stressful the day may be, when you love something you do and you believe that you are doing it for God's glory, stress becomes irrelevant.

Friday, August 15, 2014

To whom do you offer the things you do?

Whatever you do, do it from the heart for the Lord and not for people. You know that you will receive an inheritance as a reward. You serve the Lord Christ. (Colossians 3:23-24)
Amen.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Casino Night

Oh, how I love weekends! I haven't been going around for a good rest and recreation because of my busy schedule. Since, it's a weekend, I might try enjoy the city lights. Ever played in the casino? I haven't. I have been to casinos before but I honestly don't know how to play any of the games. I guess I am not that of a risk taker.

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Have fun playing!

Monday, July 21, 2014

Dream Interpretation: Number 5

The past week has been hard... there was typhoon and consequently no water and electricity for three days. Add it up to the recent work assignment that I dread the most--accounting and finance. And maybe because of the many thoughts about the new responsibility, it already seeps into my dream.

When the power supply was back last Saturday, I swore the weekend will be the time I will renew my solemn vow with my bed. And so I did. I had a full 3-hour nap in the afternoon and it was the first time I dreamed about getting a harsh tattoo.

I could no longer remember the details of the entire dream because I guess those are already irrelevant. All I can remember is someone grabbed my right arm and tattooed my wrist with a huge number 5 using a really sharp blade. But, I did not bleed. It hurt but it did not bleed. When I looked at my wrist, the number 5 was already a scar.

According to dreammoods.com, seeing numbers in your dream means material gains and possessions. It could also mean that you are being analytic or rational or you must evaluate situations more thoroughly. It could also symbolize a significant date, age, address or lucky number.

It is also important to note that odd numbers are more aggressive than even numbers. The number 5 symbolizes persuasiveness, spontaneity, boldness, action and humanity. It could also represent the 5 senses, thus it may tell you to be more sensitive. It may also reflect a change in path or you need to alter your course.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Chocolate Pebbles


These are chocolates that are perfectly disguised as pebbles. The candy shop even has chocolate rocks!

Brilliant!

Friday, April 18, 2014

Reflections: Forgive and Forget

It's Holy Week and I succumb myself into watching the television with my son. I have to take this opportunity to spend the long vacation with him because I have a really busy schedule. Yesterday's show was about the 7 Last Words, the first word of Jesus Christ is what really brought me into deep reflection.

Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing. (Luke 23:34)

A married couple shared about their struggles in life. The husband was a drug addict, philander, and plainly irresponsible father. For ten years the wife endured everything but her faith and trust in the Lord did not falter. One day, the wife's prayer was answered. Her husband completely turned his back away from his old ways and sought the Lord's hands for healing. 

What struck me about the couple's story is the wife's commitment to their marriage. Yes, her husband drifted away from them but she remained steadfast and loving. She was ready to forgive and forget everything for the sake of love and her vow. And in everything, there was God.

I remembered when I was starting a new life with a fiance eight years ago. Before we committed to living together, we used to go to church to receive God's blessing. We didn't marry and we both agreed to that. What we had was a vow that we will never leave each other. We started off just fine but when I became pregnant, he began drifting away from me. It was not easy. I would receive news about him doing things. There came a point wherein he doesn't sleep in our house for days. There were times wherein I would prepare dinner only to find out that he will not come home. I would ask him his whereabouts but he won't answer. It was a mental torture for two years until our son was born. There were nights I would just cry myself to sleep while praying that he will come home and be like the way he used to be. But, he did not. We parted ways without even discussing what happened between us. 

After years of contemplating and insisting on myself that I was not at fault, it was only yesterday, through the couple's sharing that I realized that I, too, have broken my commitment to the relationship. I knew he was in trouble and he didn't know what he's doing but instead of me understanding and reaching out for him even more, I, too, drifted away.

Have I forgiven him? I have, but the pain is still there. It took me years to forgive the man I used to love and it's not easy to forget the many years of my life spent with him. I pray to God that one day, He will completely heal my heart from the pain of the past. I know that God will help me pick up the broken pieces without me hurting. I pray that one day, in God's perfect time, we'd see each other again without hurting but with only words of forgiveness and acceptance that there are things that are not meant to be because God has better plans.


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